senja galau

mau cerita nih..... suatu ketika ada seorang cowok yang pacaran sama anak kelas 3 smp, yang katanya mau ujian nasional tanggal 22 april 2013 sampe selesai. banyak rintangan yang udah dilalui mereka ya, si cowok ini udah memulai pacaran sama cewek ini sejak hampir 2 tahun yang lalu. ya, pada tanggal 26 maret 2011 mereka jadian. dan tanggal berapa sekarang ?? si cowok ini belum memiliki permasalahan hubungan sama cewek ini sama sekali selama hampir 2 tahun ini. sejak mereka pertama kali jadian, ya, si cowok udah bener-bener sayang sama cewek ini. waktu itu, si cowok yang bernama Ara ini masih kelas 3 smp. ya, jadwal yang padat bagi seorang mantan anak alay, menuju kedewasaan. ujian praktek, ujian sekolah, ujian nasional, ditambah lagi dengan serentetan tugas serta pencarian sekolah menengah atas yang selalu mendebarkan baginya. ara itu cuek, tapi dia peduli sama pacarnya, risca. semuanya berjalan baik kok, but who knows ? ketika risca udah mengenal dunianya yang baru, mereka menyebutnya dengan perbasketan, sepertinya ara mulai terusik. sebenarnya basketball is a simple thing. ara juga pernah jatuh cinta sama olahraga beregu ini, tapi itu dulu, tidak segila risca, entah kenapa. hal simpel ini membuat ara selalu tidak nyaman bersama risca, kalau dia mulai bercerita tentang bola basket. bukanya tidak paham, tapi ara hanya tidak menyukainya. mulai dari teman-temannya, ingin sepatu basket tapi alasanya gak punya uang, tali sepatu, dan hal yang paling menyebalkan yaitu saat risca bercerita tentang pelatih basketnya yang pedofil itu. ara nggak pernah habis pikir, apa sih yang bisa dibanggain dari pelatih itu, uang ? jabatan ? apa jangan-jangan pelatih pedofil itu naksir sama risca ?? entahlah, hipotesis yang terakhir ini selalu membuat ara sering kali curhat sama Tuhan. hari demi hari mereka lalui. satu tahun penuh lika-liku mereka jalani. titik kejenuhan menghampiri ara. tapi ara sudah terlanjur menyayanginya. ara terus berjuang, pantang menyerah. ara kelas x dan risca kelas viii. di tahun ini, sebenarnya adalah titik puncak kemuakan ara terhadap tingkah polah risca. basket tiada henti, "tapi mana sih prestasinya ?" umpatnya dalam hati. ara merasa sia-sia saja risca berlatih basket selama ini. buat apa sih latihan kalau nggak ada hasilnya ? "percuma !" umpatnya lagi dalam hati. *tobecontinued

COMEBACK

yak sekian lama nggak ngeblog, aku mau balik lagi ke sini ah hehe. mungkin beberapa abad yang lalu aku sering ngepos2, tapi akhir-akhir ini nggak pernah. ya, emang saya bukanlah orang yang konsisten, menulis itu cuman kalau lagi butuh aja sih. tapi hari ini lagi butuh banget nulis guys.

new entry

okay guys :) welcome, it's been too long i don't see my blog again. where am i ?? -___-" okay, what's up ?? 1. ANNIVERSARY 1 YEAR yeah, alhamdulillah. we (fannyandI) is still in relationship until now. 26 march 2011, we are a couple. and yesterday on 26 march 2012, we still a couple. :) i love her, many stuff we passed it together. we're special !1 year is very adorable, seems to short for us. it's like a dream. i really love her :* :* 2. PASSED A MIDSEMESTER TEST hellyeah, i've pass it with a good result guys :) 3. FACING THE FUTURE not ready yet T___T

got a new hair ??

ok guys. long time no see yeah.

so uh, on this holiday i'll give you my new hair. ok ??
don't worry, it maybe dangerous, and maybe broke your eyes

another side of feel

this is it. what i called is sucks.

yeah right, only my blog and my special book knows my feelings. so ? hell yeah, i write some of new entry in my blog, just because i want all this people in the world KNOW about My FEELING right know !

listening to thirteen's song, "my heart is fragile, everybody arround me is fragile". it's true dude, you've made it for me. i always remember that my girlfriend is my special person, but she's turning, she is change. who i know, is not who you are.

you're confusing me, is this a code ? i can't think about something negative from this moment. but right now, it's beg me to think again, deeply.

i'm too young too have you. but i love you. i can't hide it! i let you know about my feeling.

you're changing babe, you're changing.

please, come back to past. where you can always love me and care about me.
i miss the past part of you. i'm begging to you :(

it's not only about heart, but also about you. i can't sleep well, i cannot dream all night, i need you and always, please









but when i need you now, you've dissapeared, you enjoy your new world with a basketball and also your idol. i never thought that you were change.
may you read my post. i can't live without you. i can't live anymore.

i'm stucked in a whole. the whole that named as "A LOVE WHOLE WITH YOU"

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I need you tonight

yeah, this song was made from a sad night.
everyone could feel it, cold night without you.
check this out.

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I hope you could feel my feeling tonight
But you can’t, you throw me away
You’re chasing me away, also ignore me
Is that what you looking for ?

You just ignore me tonight
You’ve came to my mind tonight
I just wanna say “hello” to you baby,
But, you just ignore me tonight

Just a tear can save me now
Another light down from the sky
It’s an angel shine come to me
She knows, you’re someone who can erase my sad

But you just ignore me tonight
You’ve came to my mind tonight
And I just wanna say “hello” to you baby
But you just ignore me tonight

I’m dissapointed, I’m useless
You see me just like a wind
And you ignore me tonight

Ignorance is a sick
Please care with me..
I couldn’t control myself

LET'S THINK

WHY DOES GIRL LOVE A BADBOY MOSTLY ? TELL ME ! IT'S SO RIDICULOUS !